The Blind Side

One year ago my world was turned upside down. It was a normal day at Starbucks. Drive thru was steady and we were all having a good time working together. Then I got a text from my dad. This was not out of the ordinary, but his words made my heart worried. He said, "I … Continue reading The Blind Side →

June 2nd, 1995

25 years ago, one of the most incredible people I have ever met, graced the earth with her presence. I bet God rejoiced at the magnificence that was going to be Carolyn's life. She had her fair share of struggles, more than most people her age. But she always faced them with grace and perseverance. … Continue reading June 2nd, 1995 →

Nothing is Coincidence

I've been pretty quiet around here lately. This is supposed to be my safe space to be as vulnerable as I want. That's an easier task with situations I have already lived and shared in real life. It is not as simple when the thoughts running through my head I haven't shared with anyone before. … Continue reading Nothing is Coincidence →

Another Season Of Waiting

Another month. Another period. Another negative pregnancy test. Why is it that the teens and adults that don’t want kids are always the ones who have the easiest time getting pregnant? Yet, the ones who want nothing else but to be parents are the ones who are struggling the most. That’s the selfish part of … Continue reading Another Season Of Waiting →

The House That Built Me

The for sale sign went up today. The reality that the house I spent 18 years of my life in was soon not going to be "my home". Someone else will live in it and create new memories. If only walls could talk. Oh the stories they would tell. The walls in our dining room … Continue reading The House That Built Me →

Gratitude

Such a simple word, yet so difficult to live it out. I have a family who loves me. I have a husband who works hard. I have a roof over my head. I work for a company who takes care of their employees. I have many amazing friends who support me. And yet, I still … Continue reading Gratitude →

Dear 16 Year Old Me…

There are so many things I wish I could change. So many things I wish I could save you from, and stop you from doing. I know you are feeling hurt, betrayed and worthless right now. I promise you won't be feeling this way forever. It's going to take you a few years, and even … Continue reading Dear 16 Year Old Me… →